Im not doing well at this entire Surrender thing

Im such a unique person! Im independent as hell, and love to be that way. I take care of myself and noone can change that. I trust few people and open myself up very little. Im close to few people but to those people they are my life. I will do anything for my close friends. I don't know why the last couple days Ive felt this increase in my confidence in my abilities. But Im glad it's here. I can accomplish anything I set my mind to. Its time for action. No more sitting around waiting for things to happen. Insanity by definition is doing the same thing over and over and expecting differant results. This is my blog, I write what I want. This is my life. I do what I want.